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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
02 January 2012 @ 12:19 pm
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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
> all our songs will be lullabies in no time
> mewling

> { KHR, PG, gokutsunayama, BL}
> { Picture this: the smoke clears and Gokudera stands - dynamite between his fingers, cigarette at the corner of his mouth, cool-guy frown - in front of a fallen Tsuna thrown to the grown by the force of the explosion. [1,330 words] }



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Current Music: reading in bed - emily haines
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
29 March 2009 @ 04:34 pm
you are my sweetest downfall
> mewling

> { KHR, PG, mukutsuna, BL}
> {Snapshots of a snapshot; Mukuro spirits Tsuna away to an imaginary place. [1,138 words] }

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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
29 March 2009 @ 04:22 pm
Spamming my entries for la consorteria

> Because
> { KHR, PG, gokutsuna, BL}
> { Gokudera tries to secretly give up smoking, but it’s harder than he thinks, because Yamamoto is an idiot and Tsuna chews on his pens.[It’s kinda mushy. No spoilers whatsoever. 2036 words] }


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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
27 September 2008 @ 05:27 pm
Doumeki (serious face): I CAN'T EAT THIS FOOD BECAUSE I CAN'T USE MY SUPER-INTUITION TO SENSE THE CULLINARY QUIRKS OF THE MAKER HOW CREEPY IT IS FOR SOMEONE TO MAKE FOOD THAT CATERS TO THE TASTES OF OTHERS.




Mr. Fullswing, however, is hillarious.
 
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
08 July 2008 @ 07:16 pm
» la consorteria
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I didn't join any communities to pimp this. I'm already in so freaking many and I don't even know why.
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
15 May 2008 @ 11:08 pm
> fourteen
> mewling

> { KHR, M, mukutsuna, BL}
> { You were fourteen, then, bent backwards over a school desk, when Mukuro had wrapped his hands around your wrists, wrapped his illusions around your mind. [implied rape, kinda pedo? nothing explicit or glamorous] }
> { Proof of how easily I am influenced by doujinshi. Yes, I am aware of how bad this is. And I accept there are probably typos. No, I don't know what possessed me to write this. No, I didn't spend longer than an hour on it.}




you hadn’t the breath to screamCollapse )
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
15 April 2008 @ 04:49 pm
> run home slow
> mewling

> { Oofuri, PG, abexmihashi, BL}
> { [future fic, AU-ish] Abe promised Mihashi, that for three years he’d never get injured, never get sick. But Mihashi made no such promise.abe x mihashi, implied haruna x abe and kanou x mihashi}
> { Idea shamelessly stolen from Higuchi-sensei’s other series, Yasashii Watashi. Oofuri is really hard to write. }




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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
15 April 2008 @ 04:39 pm
> i’ve lost my key
> mewling

> { xxxHOLIC, M15+, 104, BL}
> { [future fic, AU-ish, established relationship] Watanuki doesn’t forget just his distant past. Slowly, he forgets it all. }
> { Ugh. I think that even if one eye had good vision, it’d still make it hard to see. I imagine.}


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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
> i still don’t know what is permanent
> mewling

> { KHR, PG, gokutsuna, BL}
> { [future fic, AU-ish] Gokudera grows and he learns. Maybe it was only a matter of time. gokutsuna. yamatsuna}
> { I've been sitting on this for ages, waiting for myself to finish some other fics so I could post 'em all together. But that's not going to happen any time soon, so I thought I'd post what I've done. }




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Current Mood: tired
 
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
06 April 2008 @ 11:50 am
> the one you’re trying to save
> mewling

> { harry potter, M15+, grindeldore, slash}
> { In reality, there were four people Albus wanted to save. }
> { My un-smutty springsmut fic. I should post my other contest fics to this account too. }


Black, your mother’s coffin sinks into the groundCollapse )
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
02 January 2008 @ 11:51 am

 


> title: sleep like babies
> mewling

> { berserk, M, farnese/casca, yuri }
> { Everyone needs to sleep, and that’s hard when Casca cries in her sleep. Farnese takes action. It is her responsibility, after all. }

 

 

 


 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
02 January 2008 @ 11:47 am


> title: in defence of the time i wasted
> mewling

> { naruto, PG, sasunaru, BL}
> { Sasuke, returned and wounded. Recoveries don’t have to long and painful. Conjecture }



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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
02 January 2008 @ 11:41 am


> title: just to say you were here
> mewling

> { harry potter, M, james/snape and one-sided snape/lily, slash }
> { The illusion might have been better after all. Just fucking someone doesn’t prove you’re better }

 

 

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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
02 January 2008 @ 11:34 am


> title: in season
> mewling

> { xxxHOLIC, PG, 104, BL}
> { A mistimed confession, but there is always a better season for these things.  }

 

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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
02 January 2008 @ 10:59 am


        > title: counting down the hours
        > mewling

        > { katekyou hitman reborn, PG, gokudera/tsuna, BL}
        > {
Five moments, is all it takes.}

 

 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
07 December 2007 @ 08:37 pm
seriesxxxHolic
ratedPG
genreangst,slash


some random douwata drabbles I have on my computer.

 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
07 December 2007 @ 02:04 pm
I found this on my computer, and figured the world need more crappy gay rape scenes, so...

seriesharry·potter
disclaimer(c)j.k.rowling
ratedR
genreangst
warningsslash,non-con,sexual•references



< s c a r l e t • o n • t h e • t i l e s >
bymewling


summary: [james/snape, sirius/snape] You’re not the one he sees.

notes: … *covers face* uh, dedicated tonishizono  for being so sweet even though my snaco exchange fic was so ridiculously late.

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Current Mood: sheepish
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
08 September 2007 @ 05:34 pm
ratedM
genreangst
warningshet,mild·sex·scene

< t h e • w o r d s • y o u • b o r r o w e d >
bymewling

summary: [lily/snape] She lets the wind blow through her hair, shutting her eyes to the sun.
notes: I’ve been having mild Lily/Snape urges for some months now and finally decided to do something about it. Quick and relatively painless.





She lets the wind blow through her hair, shutting her eyes to the sun.Collapse )
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
23 May 2007 @ 06:19 pm
Seriously. If you don't see this in at least three places you visit frequently, I'll be shocked and quickly remedy the problem.



me_rse  
 
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
17 May 2007 @ 10:00 pm
ratedM
genregeneral
warningsslash,angst
words597



< c a u s e • f o r m u l a s • a r e • f o r • n o t h i n g >
bymewling


summary: Everything wears out in the end. [snape/black, mild slash]
notes: …inconsistent…(basically, I'm bored)

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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
24 April 2007 @ 10:43 am
seriesnaruto
disclaimer(c)•kishimoto•masashi
ratedPG
genregen
words1393




< t h e • w a y • i ' m • l e f t • h e r e • s i l e n t >
bymewling


summary: Your past lies between the two of you, and there it will always stay. In the Aftermath of the war, Sasuke knew things could not be the same. [gen. mentioned character death. mentioned SakuSasu]
notes: I was trying to write SasuNaru. But somehow everything I write turns out gen...

 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
23 April 2007 @ 02:13 pm

seriesnaruto
disclaimer(c)•kishimoto•masashi
ratedPG
genregen
words492




< C h a s i n g • C a r s >
bymewling

summary: [Unrelated to the song] All the answers they need are right there in front of them. [team seven, gen]

 

 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
23 April 2007 @ 02:04 pm
seriesharry•potter
disclaimer(c)•j•k•rowling
ratedPG-13
genregeneral
warningsslash
words390



< c a r e >
bymewling


summary: Snape never says a word, just grits his teeth and takes it. [sirius/snape, slash]
notes: …yeah. I’m sorry.

 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
08 April 2007 @ 08:51 pm
seriesharry·potter
disclaimer(c)·j·k·rowling
ratedPG
genregeneral
warningsslash
words411

< a · s i n g l e · s o u n d >
bymewling

summary: You always knew this day would come. Or so you told yourself. [james/snape, slash]
notes: my mood changed halfway through.

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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
25 March 2007 @ 06:10 pm
seriesharry·potter
disclaimer(c)·j·k·rowling
ratedPG
genregeneral
warningsslash
words238

 
< S  t  a  y  >
bymewling

 summary: “Why don’t you stay?” Potter asks sleepily as Snape draw on his clothes.
notes: ending lines adapted from A Girl’s Dream by Q-ta Minami
 

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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
25 March 2007 @ 12:14 pm

seriesharry·potter
disclaimer(c)·j·k·rowling
ratedM
genreagnst,general
words1385
foristalksnape

 

< T h r o u g h  ·  t h e  ·  Y e a r s >
bymewling

 

 
summary:
After a while, the child will stop trying to earn the affections of its parents, and therafter, its only instinct will be to survive. Snape does what he has to to survive.

warnings: kinda pedo!dumbledore. But no real hanky panky til Snape’s 16 so it’s all legal. Where I live anyway.

 prompt: Severus/Albus. I have a thing for relationships that carry on and off and on again over years and years, so student/teacher to a teacher/teacher relationship would be wonderful. No mention of Fawkes. Um ... Minerva knows? Yeah. Albus has a pretty bed. No spellwork.

 notes: I should have checked the due date for this fest, but as it is I’m writing this still unable to see the list of kinks/squicks. So I’ll try and make this as non-offensive as I can. (I say that, but I’m afraid I made Albus slightly paedophilic....Man, I wrote this and it squicks me). I, uh, couldn’t fit in the bed.

 

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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
04 January 2007 @ 09:36 am
seriesharry•potter
disclaimer(c)•j•k•rowling
ratedPG
genregen,slight·agnst
warningsnot•really•slash,architecture
words133

title T o w e r s • a n d • T u r r e t s
bymewling

summary: drabble. Sirius loves Hogwarts. [BL, James/Sirius]
notes: I read Invisble Cities by Calvino.

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it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
04 January 2007 @ 09:35 am
seriesharry•potter
disclaimer(c)•j•k•rowling
ratedPG
genreagnst
warningsslash
words229

title T h e • B e s t • M a n
bymewling

summary: drabble. Sirius was the best man at James’ wedding. He was the best man before. [BL, James/Sirius]
summary: so many bits stolen from so many place. where to begin?

Sirius is...Collapse )
 
 
it's not hard; i just decided to stop caring
04 January 2007 @ 09:25 am
seriesharry•potter
disclaimer(c)•j•k•rowling
ratedPG
genreagnst
warningsslash
words100

title C o n t r a s t • i n • S u n l i g h t
bymewling

summary: drabble. James’ voice. Sirius listens. [BL, James/Sirius]